♥eeelah edelina.

Date : Thursday, November 19, 2009

I have a confession to make, I HATE LIZARDS.
& when i say i hate it means I can't stand the sight of it, it is freaking disgusting, intolerable, gross, yucky, sickening, horrifying, appalling and all related synonyms. haha! It is that disgusting that I don't even dare to upload the picture of it here. I hate Jessie for what happened today but at the same time am really sorry for hitting her hand with my umbrella real hard.

We were at the foyer where this stupid lizard crawled out of nowhere. I saw the girls in front screaming and was curious so I went to take a look and that is when I saw the lizard. This Jessie was daring enough to pick it up from the floor and scare the girls with it. It was terrifying as hell. I walked further away from the crowd hoping that she wont scares me with that little disgusting living creature. But it was in vain. Whenever wan's there and he knows your dirty little secret, you're in trouble. So yah, this two people come attacking me. Jessie was holding that disgusting creature with her bare fingers trying to scare me then BAM, i hit her hard with my umbrella. I was lucky it didnt get any closer to me. PHEW!

School was such a drag & Accounting Common test was crazy, really.
&& 3 MORE WEEKS TO HO-HO-HOLIDAY! yabedabedooooo!!

TOP. || 6:58:00 PM

Date : Monday, November 16, 2009

November 14, 2009
Saturday Night Out To Town & Haji Lane.

Spider decided to join us last minute. It was a good thing la he make it to this outing, like again he jadi bahan ketawe. *evil grin* He uh, never fail to menyusahkan people's life. This time instead of having Alan to talk to his mom, he forgotten to bring his home keys. Alamak fucking irritating sia this guy. HAHA!

Initially our plan was to meet at 4pm. Meet our tiny one over at her work place then off to check out Ion & orchard central. But our tiny one didnt go to work and had a lil prob at home so we postponed the outing to 6pm. Everyone arrive okaylah "on time" HAHA and waited for wan till almost 9pm. Watched For her sake and some other bands performed to kill the time.

As soon as he reached Orchard, we headed to eat. Then planned to watch 2012 or Paranormal activity but ended up heading to Haji Lane instead. Ayim had to leave while the rest stayed and chill till morning. Talked crap, layan each other-nye perangai ngantuk like how we always do.

Then home sweet home. Reached home very late and gotta thanked spider for that.

OTW, to HAJI LANE.

TOP. || 4:52:00 PM

Date : Thursday, November 12, 2009

School was funny as hell. Went Simei for Career Fair.
and oh oh oh! the bus we took to Simei was so freaking fucked up. It got stalled in the middle of the expressway and it was freaking hilarious. I just can't stop laughing my ass off. And I start having crazy thoughts of us all having to push the bus. It was freaking pathetic uh. We ended up heading to Simei in the same bus suffocating for air. He switched off the goddamn aircon and we have to depend on the door for air. pathetic shit uh!

YES! we reached Simei safely. Our auditing teacher wants us to come back to school for lesson but none actually planned to come back. It was funny when we tried to run away from her and swee swee we bumped into her. After so much hard work, class was cancelled. We run here and there for nothing.

It started to rain and we pathetically headed to Bedok Reservoir. and again, laugh and laugh just over everything and anything.

what a day..

TOP. || 10:39:00 PM

Date :

I knew it and I swear I can feel it coming.
I was really worn out but I swear I couldnt keep this eyes shut.
I was praying real hard throughout the whole journey home hoping that I wouldnt bump into you. Because I know I am not emotionally ready to face you and I aint strong enough to make any decision just yet. But at this very day, god didnt answer to my prayers. What I hope not to happen, just happened.

Why now? Why not four weeks ago?
Everything happens on impulse and it got me all stressed up.
I thought it was over, I thought I was strong enough to move on.

Did it happen when we first kissed?
coz its hurting me to let it go
maybe coz we spent so much time
and I know that it’s no more
I should have never let u hold me baby
Maybe why I’m so sad to see us apart
I didn’t give it to u on purpose
Gotta figure out how u stole my heart

I’m broken-hearted
I can’t let you know
And I Won’t Let It Show
You won’t see me cry

TOP. || 7:56:00 PM

Date : Tuesday, November 10, 2009

School today was absolutely a waste of time.
Class was cancelled and we gotta attend this grooming course.
It was extremely hilarious when it comes to the hands-on.
I didn't know make-up can be such a tedious job.

Mondays blue no more.

Been bumping into Adam almost every monday. Adam is really good at lighten up my monday morning with his nonsensical and pretty much lame random jokes. Pagi-pagi bute dah kecoh. Laugh like nobody's business till I got cramps. He really makes me miss those secondary days. Where Adam, Isz and Me always come together in between lessons to talk crap and laugh our ass off on just everything we said or brought up. It's crazy that even the slightest things can makes us laugh our ass off. Those were the days...

REPLY TO TAGS:

Syai: Was HERE!! HAHA. k now i'm gone.
8 Nov 09, 01:59
ME: It's been a long time since u tagged.

sar: n oh babe.u really burnt it away?its ok.just walk forward and forget abt the past alright?we are always there for you.
8 Nov 09, 01:57
sar: haha.if girl aku nk tau k faz.if guy aku tknk tau.lol.
7 Nov 09, 15:45
ME: THANKS BABE! what's friends are for kn. & eh, i seriously hope secret admirer is a guy.

Rahimah: kau tanye ah cikpon.. r u a girl or boy hahah famous qn
7 Nov 09, 15:07
ME: HAHA. i dont think he/she will answer.

sar: faz u have a stalker now.hahaha.scary.
6 Nov 09, 18:33
Me: not as scary. it'll be scary if he/she stalk me everywhere i go.

secret admire: i like looking at you.
5 Nov 09, 01:11
ME: HAHA Okay. So, do I know you?

Rahimah: boys are STUPID. AGREE !
3 Nov 09, 02:12

khat: hang in there, boys are stupid trust me on that!
2 Nov 09, 11:23
ME: YEA BOYS ARE STUPID. they come and go as they wished. Drg pikir girls heart funfair pe!

Shizuko: OMG!! I LOVE YOUR BLOG SONG!! And I hope you're fine there sweetie. *hugs*
ME: HEY BABE! haha britney spears all time favourite. :D and yes im fine. *hug*

TOP. || 11:48:00 PM

Date : Saturday, November 7, 2009

It's about time that I move on and burn all the memories..

I'm sorry, cause i've already close that door.

I no longer wanna be in the pain i felt before.

TOP. || 7:30:00 PM

Date : Friday, November 6, 2009

OVERDUE PICTURES

SPOOKTACULAR @ SENTOSA

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

freaky saturday nightout to Sentosa, labrador park, lornie road/lane.

Yesterday was a hell lots of fun. Headed to Sentosa for spooktacular event. It was much more scarier than in Safari because this one, we had to walk instead. & the "ghost" look so real. Furthermore, it was raining yesterday, and somehow it enhance the feel and the ambience while we were queueing up for it. So many hilarious incident happened in there. Be it Lan pretending to get caught up with the ghost and everyone just run away instead of helping, Suzie multiple falls, Hafiz and his 101 unwanted questions, my top button got stuck on Lan's bagpack while being surrounded by the "ghost", pontianak laughing beside airah trying to scare her but she didnt realised it and just so many more.

Went to eat then headed to labrador park to chillax. Then the guys start talking about them encountering with the real ghost. It was sooooooo tak perlu lagi-lagi at Labrador Park. It was then they brought up this Lornie Road or Lane (wasnt really sure with the surrounding cause it was so late already) plan. It was hilarious to find out how freaked out Hafiz got. With four people squeezing at the back seats, Hafiz made it worst. It was really a great experience.

Oh yah! This is basically what is inside Image of spore during halloween night.

To sum it up, yesterday was happening. lol
wish fit & iman was there too with us...

TOP. || 12:55:00 PM

Date :

That is when again I brought up that “Certain Guys Are Stupid” topic. He actually agrees after with all the supporting evidence. Years in a relationship and a guy just let her go cause he thinks he aint ready? How a guy able to think that letting her go means she will be happier? That’s like killing her. I personally believe that a guy would hate themselves once they see how girls cried over heartbreak behind closed doors. It doesn’t matter if we are talking about in a relationship or whatever but all it matters is just how the way guys ended things just like that.
- ayim

oh, pls pay attention to the words in bold.

In this particular situation, you may need to be reminded that love requires both a little give and a little take. Love and romance involve two people, so trying to take the lead or control the reins is only going to backfire on you. It is not about the big win or long term progress, but rather about gaining clarity on what really makes love affairs work. Remember, two players lead this game. If you want to go solo with your control, you will find yourself solo in the process.

TOP. || 1:44:00 AM

Date : Sunday, November 1, 2009

I dont know what else I can do to make you talk to me.
I dont know what else I can do to make it up to you.
why is it so hard to just let it go and reply to my god damn messages?

single life is great. i bet you'll agree on that. True that people will treat you extra good, make you feel like a princess and just all the things you won't feel when you are attached. & YES, i may look like im enjoying myself going out every now and then. Stay out till morning. Literally I am but deep down i'm not! Because deep down inside it'll feels different. It feel so bad that I just wish I could slit my wrist then die.

I know those great moments were long gone. I know you're pretty much tired of me and my *no words can describe* attitude. YES, I know damn well you're still mad at me for all the harsh words I used on impulse. But you should damn well understand how it feels when you found out something that you shouldnt. I have the right to get mad, I have the fucking right to get angry. It's really unfair when I tried apologizing and you just couldnt be bothered about it. Instead, you ignored me to this extend. It's not like I cheated on you or found someone better, why is it so hard to accept me for who I am instead of asking me to be the person you want me to be. If you can put up with your friends why not me? I am just a person and you can't take it.

I know this is not necessary but I got to admit that i really miss you & you.
Please just stop ignoring me. It hurts so bad and you knew nothing.
YES, I am strong but not all the way through.

Forgiving is easy but forgetting can take a lifetime

TOP. || 7:46:00 PM

Date : Sunday, October 25, 2009

Hypothesis:

To be in a relationship, it acquires time,commitment, sacrifices, respect, honesty,
love, care and concern.

TOP. || 9:26:00 AM